Thursday, November 30, 2006
Siti Ihdinaa in ♥?

Siti Ihdinaa
Thinks she
Somebody so much
She's dying inside...
How can she tell it's really ♥ ?
Does ♥ makes one smile...
Even if there's no reason for the smile?
Does ♥ makes one wonder...
How life will be with that somebody?
&
Does ♥ makes one laugh...
At lame jokes heard or stupid antics seen?
If it does...
Then...
Siti Ihdinaa is really in ♥ ...

Sunday, November 26, 2006
Not Your Average Girl

I'm Not Your Average Girl
If I Am
You Won't Know Me

But If I'm That Unique
Why Am I Suffering
So Much
That I Hold No More Emotion

Moodiness Have Overcome Me
Anger Has Taken Over
Sadness Have Rule
And
Happiness Have Run Away?

Life Have Never Bring Me
To This Point
I'm Always Taking It Easy
And I Vow Never To Take Things Too Hard
But Why Is It That The Events That's Taken Part
In My Life
Right Now
Is Making Me So Hard Headed???

Haiz
Nothing Is What It Should Be
I Hate This Feeling

GOD Help Me Please...

Wednesday, November 08, 2006
A Plea for Help...

Ive never been so lonely...
Yet...
So surrounded.
This had happened before but not like this.
I felt so rejected and so alone...
Yet...
So accepted and so protected.
I have cried because of him once...
But i vow not too anymore.
I wasted a few tears that time...
But I promised never to waste any because of this

He doesn't deserve any of the tears i shed...
And i hope i can forget him...
And soon...
As i can't handle it anymore.

Dear GOD,
Please help me overcome this stage in my life.
Get me out of this sorrow as i want to reserve it for the one I care about.
I want to continue living and i don't deserve this depression.
But...
Since you wrote it in my fate,
I will accept as i know something good will come out of it...
In the end...

Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Why?

Why am I thinking of HIM,

When I don't knw whether HE thinking of ME?



I fret the day he will tell me...



You are wasting your time girl!

I think of You no more than how I think of others.



That day will be the start to the end of my life...

And I need to endure it...



FOREVER