Sunday, July 30, 2006
emotionally exhausted..
i felt that he hate me so..
now i'm hating myself for all..
only now do i realise that all that i went through is for nothing..
i felt like such a fool!
i'm feeling so empty right now..
"Look at me!" i shouted..
"Please.."
"Look at me once and i won't ask for anything else.."
i think i should stopped coming to these events..
it's breaking my heart..
i'm crying inside..
so no one could see my tears..
so others don't feel sorry for me..
i should say sorry to my heart..
for breaking it to pieces..
asking it for forgiveness of a lifetime..
"Spare me the pain!" It'll say..
"i'm not able to take it no more..
spare me please.."
so now i'm emotionally exhausted..
drained out..
but none of my tears will be seen..
even though they are fighting to get out..
even though i'm emotionally drained...
Siti Ihdinaa MinX out 10:18 pm.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
hating u...
i hate u not because of yesterday's mistake...
i hate u not because of tomorrow's blunder...
but...
i hate u because of today's error...
i hate u not because of yesterday's slip...
i hate u not because of tomorrow's blunder...
but...
i hate u because of today's blooper...
you are never who i thought u were...
you are not the one i considered mine...
you look at me but never did u ask...
"Am I really for YOU?!"
i tried to tell u...
i tried to inform...
i tried to convey...
but...
to no avail...
remember...
i hate you not because of yesterday's lapse...
i hate you not because of tomorrow's gaffe...
but...
i hate YOU because of today's muddle...
Siti Ihdinaa MinX out 12:35 am.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
BooHooWooHooBooHoo
he's injured!
oh my...
i can't stand to think of him injured...
why i didn't go and see his match???
i feel so sad!
this mean that he will not be at the finals!
on the other hand...
AMEEN will be going to the finals!
Yeah!
My Bro Will Be The Next PASAK Kid to go National TEAM!
WooHoo!
but still...
he will not go to the finals!
when can i see him again???
i do hope its soon...
cause...
just...
because...
Siti Ihdinaa MinX out 12:52 pm.
